JUST A B R O K E N H E A R T !!!

true love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It when he ignores you and you still love him. Its when he loves another but you still smile and say "Im Happy For You". When all you really do is CRY!!! CRY!!! and CRY!!! come! learn this : the way you will forget him??? here we go :


1. forget his name.
2. forget his face.
3. forget his kiss.
4. forget his warm entrance.
5. forget the love that you once knew.
6. forget him when they played your song.
7. forget how close you once were.
8. forget how you memorized his walk.
9. forget the way he used to talk.
10. forget the things he used to say.
11. forget his laugh and forget his grin.
12. forget the dimples on his chin.
13. forget the way he held you tight.
14. forget the time that went so fast.
15. forget the loved that moved, its past.
16. forget he said he'd leave you never.
17. remember he has someone new.
18. remember when you cried all night long.
19. remember he has choosen her.
20. remember he has gone away.
21. remember he's with her tonight.
22. remember he gone forever.


so I wish I was strong like I used to be, before hurt and pain weakend me then this wouldn't hurt so much... All I need is your gentle touch!!! you know who you are and what I mean... you that you are a part of my dream... I promise someday you will regret losing me and you think back and say "DAMN! that girl really did love me and how come I can leave her and do a such stupid things like this..." I should have known you would play with my heart... this is how you left me and I realize my fault is for falling in love with you... I thought you were different but your just like the rest "WORTHLESS"


when you said that we would be together forever... I thought that ment until we die BUT I guess forever isn't as long as it used to be... is it??? and right now YOU LOVE HER not me and I will fade it out away now... aren't people getting tired of having a BROKEN HEART??? if you'll ask me... I think I am be a broken heart forever... and now I just thinking about him so I ran until I couldnt breathe, get outta my head I screamed!!! my friend say :: when a girl cries, the makeup runs from her eyes and spill the truth about how she feels inside... its true babe!!! sometimes I wish I was a little girl again because bruised knees heal faster than broken hearts... 


LISTEN THIS GURLY : 
"Im sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeahhh! Im smiling,
but inside Im dying."


FAREWELL means to me : I wont to say "goodbye" because goodbyes make me sad but I will say "farewell" and be happy for what we had... so many days, so many nights laying-up together, thinking to myself I hope this lasts forever. we really never could hide our emotions because our love was too deep like the deepest ocean... I just hope and pray that I find love like the love we ever had... sent from above, I'll try not to forget, I'll try not to dwell as I walk away and say "farewell".


and the new part that I found is "to love is to lose, to lose is to learn, to learn is to cry, to cry is to hate, to hate is to forgive, to forgive is to relive, to relive is to get over, to get over is to begin again... my past is after me and Im trying to break free from all these mess ups and these bad memories, I just want to move on to a new place I belong to, new places and new faces to me but her I am again! waiting for someone who could fix me cuz Im broken again! I trusted a person but still broke it! can anyone fix me??? 


Im not supposed to love you...
Im not supposed to care about you...
Im not supposed to live my life wishing you were there...
Im not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...
Im sorry I cant to help it cause Im in love with you...


my own thinking is a girl in love is dangerous but a girl with a broken heart is more fucking scary!!! no! its not okeyyy... Im just so tired of being me and realized Im was sad again...




byhands,
AG_annaGibson