Thursday, January 27, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
JUST A B R O K E N H E A R T !!!
true love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It when he ignores you and you still love him. Its when he loves another but you still smile and say "Im Happy For You". When all you really do is CRY!!! CRY!!! and CRY!!! come! learn this : the way you will forget him??? here we go :
1. forget his name.
2. forget his face.
3. forget his kiss.
4. forget his warm entrance.
5. forget the love that you once knew.
6. forget him when they played your song.
7. forget how close you once were.
8. forget how you memorized his walk.
9. forget the way he used to talk.
10. forget the things he used to say.
11. forget his laugh and forget his grin.
12. forget the dimples on his chin.
13. forget the way he held you tight.
14. forget the time that went so fast.
15. forget the loved that moved, its past.
16. forget he said he'd leave you never.
17. remember he has someone new.
18. remember when you cried all night long.
19. remember he has choosen her.
20. remember he has gone away.
21. remember he's with her tonight.
22. remember he gone forever.
so I wish I was strong like I used to be, before hurt and pain weakend me then this wouldn't hurt so much... All I need is your gentle touch!!! you know who you are and what I mean... you that you are a part of my dream... I promise someday you will regret losing me and you think back and say "DAMN! that girl really did love me and how come I can leave her and do a such stupid things like this..." I should have known you would play with my heart... this is how you left me and I realize my fault is for falling in love with you... I thought you were different but your just like the rest "WORTHLESS"
when you said that we would be together forever... I thought that ment until we die BUT I guess forever isn't as long as it used to be... is it??? and right now YOU LOVE HER not me and I will fade it out away now... aren't people getting tired of having a BROKEN HEART??? if you'll ask me... I think I am be a broken heart forever... and now I just thinking about him so I ran until I couldnt breathe, get outta my head I screamed!!! my friend say :: when a girl cries, the makeup runs from her eyes and spill the truth about how she feels inside... its true babe!!! sometimes I wish I was a little girl again because bruised knees heal faster than broken hearts...
LISTEN THIS GURLY :
"Im sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeahhh! Im smiling,
but inside Im dying."
FAREWELL means to me : I wont to say "goodbye" because goodbyes make me sad but I will say "farewell" and be happy for what we had... so many days, so many nights laying-up together, thinking to myself I hope this lasts forever. we really never could hide our emotions because our love was too deep like the deepest ocean... I just hope and pray that I find love like the love we ever had... sent from above, I'll try not to forget, I'll try not to dwell as I walk away and say "farewell".
and the new part that I found is "to love is to lose, to lose is to learn, to learn is to cry, to cry is to hate, to hate is to forgive, to forgive is to relive, to relive is to get over, to get over is to begin again... my past is after me and Im trying to break free from all these mess ups and these bad memories, I just want to move on to a new place I belong to, new places and new faces to me but her I am again! waiting for someone who could fix me cuz Im broken again! I trusted a person but still broke it! can anyone fix me???
Im not supposed to love you...
Im not supposed to care about you...
Im not supposed to live my life wishing you were there...
Im not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...
Im sorry I cant to help it cause Im in love with you...
my own thinking is a girl in love is dangerous but a girl with a broken heart is more fucking scary!!! no! its not okeyyy... Im just so tired of being me and realized Im was sad again...
byhands,
AG_annaGibson
1. forget his name.
2. forget his face.
3. forget his kiss.
4. forget his warm entrance.
5. forget the love that you once knew.
6. forget him when they played your song.
7. forget how close you once were.
8. forget how you memorized his walk.
9. forget the way he used to talk.
10. forget the things he used to say.
11. forget his laugh and forget his grin.
12. forget the dimples on his chin.
13. forget the way he held you tight.
14. forget the time that went so fast.
15. forget the loved that moved, its past.
16. forget he said he'd leave you never.
17. remember he has someone new.
18. remember when you cried all night long.
19. remember he has choosen her.
20. remember he has gone away.
21. remember he's with her tonight.
22. remember he gone forever.
so I wish I was strong like I used to be, before hurt and pain weakend me then this wouldn't hurt so much... All I need is your gentle touch!!! you know who you are and what I mean... you that you are a part of my dream... I promise someday you will regret losing me and you think back and say "DAMN! that girl really did love me and how come I can leave her and do a such stupid things like this..." I should have known you would play with my heart... this is how you left me and I realize my fault is for falling in love with you... I thought you were different but your just like the rest "WORTHLESS"
when you said that we would be together forever... I thought that ment until we die BUT I guess forever isn't as long as it used to be... is it??? and right now YOU LOVE HER not me and I will fade it out away now... aren't people getting tired of having a BROKEN HEART??? if you'll ask me... I think I am be a broken heart forever... and now I just thinking about him so I ran until I couldnt breathe, get outta my head I screamed!!! my friend say :: when a girl cries, the makeup runs from her eyes and spill the truth about how she feels inside... its true babe!!! sometimes I wish I was a little girl again because bruised knees heal faster than broken hearts...
LISTEN THIS GURLY :
"Im sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeahhh! Im smiling,
but inside Im dying."
FAREWELL means to me : I wont to say "goodbye" because goodbyes make me sad but I will say "farewell" and be happy for what we had... so many days, so many nights laying-up together, thinking to myself I hope this lasts forever. we really never could hide our emotions because our love was too deep like the deepest ocean... I just hope and pray that I find love like the love we ever had... sent from above, I'll try not to forget, I'll try not to dwell as I walk away and say "farewell".
and the new part that I found is "to love is to lose, to lose is to learn, to learn is to cry, to cry is to hate, to hate is to forgive, to forgive is to relive, to relive is to get over, to get over is to begin again... my past is after me and Im trying to break free from all these mess ups and these bad memories, I just want to move on to a new place I belong to, new places and new faces to me but her I am again! waiting for someone who could fix me cuz Im broken again! I trusted a person but still broke it! can anyone fix me???
Im not supposed to love you...
Im not supposed to care about you...
Im not supposed to live my life wishing you were there...
Im not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...
Im sorry I cant to help it cause Im in love with you...
my own thinking is a girl in love is dangerous but a girl with a broken heart is more fucking scary!!! no! its not okeyyy... Im just so tired of being me and realized Im was sad again...
byhands,
AG_annaGibson
Monday, January 10, 2011
S A D S T O R Y A G A I N !
today I receive a sad news... how a very young age to leave us forever and not will be return again more to his family and his girlfriend... I was very suprised!!! as if not to believing this will happened... I saw my friend who was in a state of shock and still cannot accept this reality, Im touched!!! Im imagine if this time I was in the place being lost lover who will not return again... maybe I should be a loyalty follower to my boyfriend that will not return again... signs like the love of my life without your presence will not glow MR.sayanggss... I cant imagine it if it will happened to me or maybe will happened to you all... think it!!! just tough and patient is only become a solutions for them who go through on this situation...
to my friend Izzatul Nadia please be tough and patient and also please accept this fact that he gone... and never return again... you should not indicate that he is still alive or still crying about him because it will make it there suffering... things you should do is praying for him and continue your life will keep him happy in there... I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT FRIEND!!! be tough okey..
sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada Reny Desella ( bf kpd Izzatul Nadia) yang telah pergi ke rahmatullah... semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan diantara orang-orang yang beriman.. Aminn..
by hands,
AG_annaGibson
to my friend Izzatul Nadia please be tough and patient and also please accept this fact that he gone... and never return again... you should not indicate that he is still alive or still crying about him because it will make it there suffering... things you should do is praying for him and continue your life will keep him happy in there... I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT FRIEND!!! be tough okey..
sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada Reny Desella ( bf kpd Izzatul Nadia) yang telah pergi ke rahmatullah... semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan diantara orang-orang yang beriman.. Aminn..
by hands,
AG_annaGibson
Sunday, January 9, 2011
JUST A DREAM!
I was thinking about his, thinking about me, thinking about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, Yeahhh! it was only just a dream...
So I travel back, down the road... Who he come back? no one knows... I realize, Yeahhh! it was only just a dream...
I was at the top and I was like Im at the basement... Number one spot and now he found his a replacement... I swear now I cant take it, knowing somebody's got my baby... And now you aint around, baby, I cant think! shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring cuz I can still feel it in the air... see his pretty face run my fingers through his hair...
My lover, My life, My tally, My husband, He left me, Im tied cuz I knew that it just aint right...
When I be ridin gurly I swear I see his face at every turn... trying to get my usher over I can let it burn and I just hope he notice he the only one I yearn for... Ohhhh! I miss his when will I learn???
Didnt give his all my love, I guess now I got my payback... now Im in the club thinking all about my baby... Heyyy!!! he was so easy to love but wait I guess that love wasnt enough...
Im going through it everytime that Im alone and now Im missing, wishing he pick up the phone but he made a decision that he wanted to move one cuz I was wrong...
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up... If you ever loved somebody put your hands up...
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything... I said if you ever loved somebody put your hands up...
luv you always mr.sayangg a.k.a malaifaizrulhizwan_annagibson
by hands,
your lover,
AG_annaGibson
Open my eyes, Yeahhh! it was only just a dream...
So I travel back, down the road... Who he come back? no one knows... I realize, Yeahhh! it was only just a dream...
I was at the top and I was like Im at the basement... Number one spot and now he found his a replacement... I swear now I cant take it, knowing somebody's got my baby... And now you aint around, baby, I cant think! shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring cuz I can still feel it in the air... see his pretty face run my fingers through his hair...
My lover, My life, My tally, My husband, He left me, Im tied cuz I knew that it just aint right...
When I be ridin gurly I swear I see his face at every turn... trying to get my usher over I can let it burn and I just hope he notice he the only one I yearn for... Ohhhh! I miss his when will I learn???
Didnt give his all my love, I guess now I got my payback... now Im in the club thinking all about my baby... Heyyy!!! he was so easy to love but wait I guess that love wasnt enough...
Im going through it everytime that Im alone and now Im missing, wishing he pick up the phone but he made a decision that he wanted to move one cuz I was wrong...
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up... If you ever loved somebody put your hands up...
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything... I said if you ever loved somebody put your hands up...
luv you always mr.sayangg a.k.a malaifaizrulhizwan_annagibson
by hands,
your lover,
AG_annaGibson
S A D !!!
Alaaaa! sadnya x dapat jalan ari ne... ermm xpa la dyraa esok mesti confirm outing okeyy!! to miss feyonea, tell ur dad early okey about our plan mau outing... hehhe!!! si abang aku awal pagi lagi uda bising2 suruh beli num pin bsn cepat2... semangat betul dya suru aku p beli mau masuk ipta la 2... Aminn sangat2 praying dapat masuk ipta on this year... ber pun result muet sangat mengecewakan! tapi harap sangat result stp bulan march ne tak mengecewakan aku... hehe! currently tengah dip dap dup... teringin sangat nak rasa jiwa seorang mahasiswi and kalo bole jadi orang yang berguna ber pun sometimes got a little crazy tapi sekurang-kurangnya bole jugak dibanggakan...:d
Saturday, January 8, 2011
share ckit~our love story ne like this song[putus]&[kimia] by melda ahmad.
1 : [ak capel dgn org len bha tyme ne]
ak duduk sendirian di kamarku, menangis kesepian kernamu... ko tinggalkan ak, ko cari yg len, tergamaknya ko merobek ati ku... ko memang jahat bha mr.EX!!!! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!! ak arap ko akan dapat balasan yang setimpal dengan pa yg ko pena bt dengan ak... padan mukaa ko! tidak pandai menghargai perasaan orang len...
2 : [menemukan seseorang@mr.M yg lebih bek dari mr.EX!]
tapi setelah ko pergi, ak mendapat yang lebih bek darimu... dia hargai ak, dia sayangi ak lebih daripadamu... ak ingin ko tau betapa ku gembira, tidak lagi bersamamu, namun pastinya nanti ko akan sedari yang ko perlu cintaku... TAPI ak tidak perlukan cinta ko lagi sebab kedatangan mr.M telah mengubah semuanya...
3 : [friendship antara ak dgn mr.M]
melayari hari-hariku dengan bersamamu... ko hilangkan perasaan sepi yang ku alami selama ne... ko berikan ak nafas baru dengan tawa senda yang kita alami bersama... kesepian ku terkubur menjadi kisah silam yang telah ak buang di Lautan Oceana yang tidak akan wujud lagi... tiba-tiba ak merasakan sesuatu yang aneh, x mungkin ak jatuh hati dengan ko sebab ko masih da GF... ermm! kami cuma hanya sahabat! mr.M da gf! whatt?? mr.M da krisis dengan gf dia... sharing problem di antara kami membuatkan hubungan kami bertambah closee... "SKANDAL"
4 : [skandal]
akan ku berikan semua... agar ko bahagia sentiasa... ak gembira bersamamu... akhirnya ak bersamamu dengan rasa yang sangat bahagia... ber pun ak tidak dianggap sebagai kekasih tapi ak tetap gembira saat ko berada di sampingku... hehe! hurggggggggggg! mr.M akhirnya breakup with his gf... but not bcause me okey! mr.M breakup bcause his gf CURANG!!! cian mr.M... nasib bek ak da menjadi teman kaunseling dia... :d
5 : [OMG! now we capel after melalui semua pelbagai jenis hubungan..haha!]
ak mula jatuh ati kepadamu, setelah ko kata cinta padaku... masing-masing dulu punya pasangan akhirnya kita bersama... pertama kali kita bersua, bertentang mata... terasa ada kimia diantara kita... ko kucup pipiku, ko bisikkan cintamu, ko kata baby i love you, ko cairkan ati ku... bahagia! ku rasa disaat kita berdua bersama... memandang bulan terang, menyaksi bintang-bintang, ko seru ak la pelangi cintamu... appy!! appy!! appy!!
-appyending-
by hands,
AG_annaGibson
What's your favorite school subject, and why's it your favorite?
I like Pengajian Perniagaan subject cuz everytime I got highest mark on this subject!!! :d
what would you do if you fall in love with the first time?
what would you do if you fall in love with the first time?
MISS YOU ALL!!!!
today ari Ahad... tomorrow ari Isnin... Yesss! dapat outing ma old friendss ne... miss na miss kitaa!! aku rindu gilaa da ngan korangg... padahal dulu tyme stp brabis x sabar mau abis skul sampai ada yang praying bhaa cepat2 mau abis skul... Nah! skung ne rindu gila uda dgn korang... apa la yang korang buat skung ne ar??? da yang keja kaa??? jaga anak kaa??? jadi penganggur VIP kaa??? haha! arap2 korang tak lupa PERSAHABATAN kita... mana tau da yang mau kawin udaa... bha janganla lupa jemput2 okeyy... bha kepada dyralicious, feyonea, azyan idayu si kecik and adeq syuhada... dun forget ari isnin ne outing kitaa... dun forget okeyy!!! :)) <3 you alll..
miss dyralicious & miss feyonea
miss azyan idayu si kecik
itsmeannamonana!
imnewaroundhere! newofblogg2011...
new here2011!!!! ermmm... 2011 ne banyak give me new habitt... haha!! tiba2 plaa mau create blogg then pandai udaa buat story bunga2... alaaa! love stotry laa... hehe! I LIKE 2011!!!! like it! like it! like it! I hope guys di luar sanaa pun have a new habitt on this year 2011... I wish luck and GBU to myself, lover, parents, siblings, family and other friends there!!! LUV YOU ALL SYGG!!!!
by hands,
AG_annaGibson
by hands,
AG_annaGibson
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